Meeting My Needs
Rika was planning to go to the
temple one day, and in her prayers beforehand, she asked for help with a
weakness. She asked to be able to get
rid of critical thoughts, and to be filled with love for her husband. She didn’t want to bring bad feelings with
her to the temple.
Even before she left, a wonderful
thing happened. As Rika was pondering, a
thought came to her: “I don’t have to
love what he does, but I can love him anyway!”
Then another idea came: “How does Heavenly Father love us? He doesn’t wait until we are perfect to love
us. He loves us—even adores us—because we are His.”
Choosing to Love Regardless
Many times, Rika had knelt in
prayer and felt God's love—even when she felt so unworthy of it. He loved her first, she realized, and
regardless of what she did. “Yea, I have
loved thee with an everlasting love:
therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee (to me)” Jeremiah
31:3 (see footnote “d”). “I am encircled eternally in the arms of his love.” 1
Nephi 1:15
Feeling His love had empowered Rika
to move forward, to do better. It had
given her the “umph” to change.
Rika wanted to adore her husband.
But she didn’t always love what he did.
“That’s all right,” she decided:
“I can adore him, just because he’s mine! That’s enough reason!”
One of My Favorites:
There is power in loving unconditionally the way God loves
us—not a condemning love, but an I forgive you, I believe in you love.
My kids used to watch Mister Rogers on PBS. One day, I overheard him sing a wonderful
song: “It’s you I like; It’s not the
clothes you wear. It’s not the way you
do your hair, but it’s you I like. The
way you are right now. The way down deep
inside you. Not the things that hide
you, not your toys—they’re just beside you.
It’s you I like. Every part of
you: your skin, your eyes, your
feelings, whether old or new. I hope
that you’ll remember, even when you’re feeling blue, that it’s you I like. It’s you I like.” I was so touched by this song (especially
since he sang to a little boy in a wheelchair, and emphasized it was him, not
his “fancy chair,” that Mr. Rogers liked)! (see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BZlyxS37Kk)
I tweaked this song to fit a goal of giving unconditional
love: “It’s you I love; it’s not the
things you do. It’s not the things you forget
to do, but it’s you I love. The way you
are right now. The way down deep inside
you. Not the things that hide you—not
your paycheck, it’s just beside you! It’s
you I love. Every part of you: your background, your personality, your
feelings, whether old or new. I hope
that you’ll remember, even when you’re feeling blue, that it’s you I love. It’s you I love.”
Messages we Send
Lana discovered that people could
tell whenever she had critical thoughts about them. They felt disapproval, even when she didn’t
express any! When Lana quit sending
verbal or nonverbal messages of criticism to her husband, and instead sent
spoken and unspoken feelings of love and adoration his way, he was empowered. She decided to spend that time and effort
working on her own character. Lana
observed that her husband is then free to use the Light of Christ within him to grow
closer to the person he’d really like to be.
Meeting our Needs
Sometimes Toby feels disappointed because her husband
isn’t meeting her needs. She feels lost
or empty because her needs aren’t met.
But her friend Melodee taught her an important truth: We can focus instead on loving our husbands
and ask Heavenly Father to meet our
needs, rather than our spouse. He may be
incapable of it.
But Heavenly Father, through His son, can meet each of our
needs. In fact, He knows what we need
most. We can leave that to Him! “But my God shall supply all your need
according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:19 “Your Father knoweth what things ye
have need of, before ye ask him.” Matthew 6:8. “Ask the Father
in the name of Jesus for what things ye shall stand in need.” Mormon 9:27. See also verse 28. Toby found that though they may be met differently
than she expected, if she would trust Heavenly Father and follow Him, He would meet her
needs. Then, without requiring that of
her spouse, she was free to love him with all her heart!
So back to Rika--She came up with a new mental catch phrase: "I adore you, just because you're mine!" With that established, her judgemental attitudes have lessened and her love for her husband has grown. Life is richer and fuller, because their love for each other is more secure.
How wonderful is God’s plan, that a
man and a woman can come together with different ideas to blend together to
reach the goal of returning to Him.
Labels: Women--Meeting My Needs; Marriage--Loving Just Because You're Mine